Colin is 11, Nellie 9 and Braelyn 4. I'm at a point where I need to start thinking a little more about me. I've been home for 11 years raising my kids (don't get me wrong I wouldn't change a thing) and they have been the center of my universe. I wanted them to be. But recently I've been thinking I need to put some time into myself and into my marriage. It would be nice to go out on a regular basis without the kids. I need to make this a priority.

I didn't do well with my bracelet today, I'm going to start over in the morning. I was grouchy to Jay all evening, although I didn't really say anything I would consider acting grouchy being negative. I'll try harder tomorrow.